Anonymous asked: How come she was beautiful and not so anymore? How come you don't miss her?

dear anon, normally i would ignore these questions but ive had a really good day!

question number 1: she was true through and through when i dated her. she didn’t want to rely on anyone, but without saying she always wanted there to be someone who’d be there for her. she spoke riddles to some but it always made perfect sense to me. she was a caged bird. a beautiful caged bird who i couldn’t resist setting free. how isn’t she beautiful anymore? well. she stopped being true to me and to herself. she was finally free, why would she ever need me? she fell into a world i never wanted to follow. so i didn’t. but mainly, she’s no longer beautiful to me because i ruined her.

question number 2: im not sure how to answer this. hrmm. i don’t miss her because i don’t know her anymore. that’s the best i can do on that one. sorry, anon.